I've now made my decision. I won't make contact with neither Ronald nor Shara for the time being. Please don't ever think that I'm getting paranoid or something. And I'm NOT cutting the friendship between the three of us. It's just that I need to stay away to have time and space for myself. Anyway, it won't take much time I suppose. But unless they need my help, I'll talk to them without any hesitation. I just can't stand seeing myself tortured just because they're back together (most likely). Maybe I do really need to live on my own starting today, and focus on more important matters. Perhaps that's one of the reasons why I signed up for a domain. I just want to get busy with my work, and at the same time, improve myself in my web endeavors. At least in that way, I won't dwell too much with my painful past. It would help me get over this and eventually start over. So when I face the world once more, I'm still the Edge they always remember. Yes. Easy said than done, that's how difficult it can be, but I'm really, really, really trying my best to get back on track. And with help of my friends, I know I can. It just takes some time to heal the wounds. And if this is one way to make things better between me and people around me, I can leave themselves alone for a while. So....

(kahit hindi nyo mababasa to...)

Ronald & Shara,

I'd like to thank both of you for everything. I (and you guys too) know how we had been through lately. I know it was pretty tough, but in the end, there wasn't any gap that formed between us. I'm really glad it went that way. But somehow, I know that it's both of you who are happier. Because despite my relationship with you, Ronald, you still loved Shara with all your heart, and I know you, Shara, feel the same for him. You deserve each other, and I knew it. That's why I also apologize for any trouble I have caused you, lalo ka na Ronald. Please don't ever think that I'm writing this because I want to end everything between us. The fact is, IT'S NOT. I just want some time to be alone for a while. Don't worry because I'll still keep in touch with you guys. If you have any concerns, I'm just a call, text, email or offline message away, ok? ^.~ But for now, just enjoy your time together, and I really wish you the best, especially now that you're both pushing through with your wedding plans. And as for me, well... I'm still here... alive! I'll just get on with anything life has in store for me, and enjoy it. Hopefully when I see you guys someday, I hope you're still the same people I have known from the start.

Take care always. Peace out! ^.^v

~ Edge